The road has taught me not to bow
– MD. Imjamul Hoque Bhuiyan
The road has taught me not to bow
– MD. Imjamul Hoque Bhuiyan
I know the city by its roads,
By the broken corners,
The impatient horns,
The tea stalls still open at midnight,
The streets where I have brought
Someone else’s hunger
To someone’s doorstep.
I am a delivery man.
Sometimes I carry food.
Sometimes I carry a story in my head.
Sometimes, on the way back,
I carry nothing
Except the weight of my own thoughts.
But the road has taught me something—
A man can be tired
And still not be defeated.
I have ridden through rain
When the sky seemed to want
To drown the whole city.
I have pedaled when my muscles said,
“Enough.”
I have raced against others
And against myself.
There are days when I am fast.
And there are days
When I am simply trying
To get from one place to another.
Perhaps that is what rebellion is.
Sometimes.
It is not a loud word
Or a broken bottle.
It is beginning again
When yesterday has given you
Every reason not to.
I write because some voices
Never find a microphone.
I ride because some roads
Are worth finding on your own!
I deliver because someone is waiting.
And I keep doing these things
Because dreams do not always come
With money, applause,
Or a smooth road to roll on!
Somewhere along the way,
People have helped me
When they did not have to!
A customer telling me
To stay safe on the road!
Someone offering me food,
Someone tipping more
Than I expected!
And once, when I was late
With a birthday cake,
I left a small birthday wish
With the delivery!
It was only a few words.
But sometimes
A few words are enough.
There were also people
Who believed in me!
When I was not expecting it!
A talent platform where I participate from time to time helped me
At times when I needed it,
In a way I did not see coming.
I learned that help
Does not always arrive
When you ask for it,
Sometimes it simply finds you.
I have learned to respect
The person riding beside me,
Whether he is first or last,
Because what is a finish line
If we forget
The struggle of the road!
I do not believe
One human being was born
To stand on another’s neck.
I do not believe
A poor man’s silence
Makes a rich man’s voice
More meaningful.
I do not believe
A woman’s dream
Needs a man’s permission to breathe.
I believe we were born
As people first.
Our names,
Our jobs,
Our money,
Our countries,
Our flags—
All of that comes afterwards.
And if my voice is small,
Let it be heard.
If my bicycle is old,
Let its wheels keep turning.
If my writing is unfinished,
Let me write another line.
If I fall,
Let the road know
I was here.
I have carried enough
Of other people’s orders.
Now I carry my own—
A little courage,
A little anger,
A little love,
And a pocketful
Of unfinished dreams.
When the road rises before me,
I will not ask it
To become easier.
I will simply pedal.
For the rider
Who refuses to stop.
For the worker
Who refuses to disappear!
For the writer
Who refuses to remain silent!
For every human being
Still looking for a road
Where nobody has to walk
On the back of another.
The wheel turns.
I turn with it.
And as long as I have breath
Left in my lungs,
“I will keep moving,
but I will never learn to bow.”